There is something about seeing my mother cry that utterly breaks my heart into a million pieces and I basically lose my own ability to control my emotions. I love my mother with my whole heart and I will until the day that I die... and there are very few things in this world that hurt my heart more than seeing my mom cry... so I'll be sitting here and feeling broken-hearted because of the fact that my mom is hurting.
She holds such a incomprehensible power over me with her emotions. With a chipper attitude and a genuine smile, I can feel like there is nothing wrong in the world. Then things can turn around and I'll end up crying after having watched, seen or heard my mother cry. It just breaks my heart and I don't ever know what to do.
She cries and she says she is hurting and my world completely ends. My life breaks apart and I haven't a clue how to fix things. I've tried my whole life to be the one who is strong enough for everyone, to be the one who was able to bring people back from their sadness. I always was the one to try and make people happy.
When I can't make my own mother happy, I feel as though I've lost all control of everything.
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